sometimes i lose connection
sometimes my own reflection is not mine
i disappear
why i leave still isn't clear
but mostly
it's like i'm invisible or ghostly
made of material that coats me
behind the curtain
this costume feels like a burden sometimes
sometimes when i lose connection
i'm heading in every direction at the same time
thats when i scatter
and my body doesn't seem to matter
but lately
when you're around
i'm weighty
my feet touch the ground
and when you hold me
i sense my purpose
you float me back to the surface
sometimes i lose connection
sometimes my own reflection is not mine